love letter

Sayuki ryonusuke,

Suny boulevard street,

15400 Ohio,

United State of America.

Dearest Roxanne,

          I hope you are doing well. I heard that you got accepted into Harvard. What a nice place to continue your study. I know that you love studying especially law. You must be thinking whether you know me or not. Actually I am your secret admire. I have been in love with you for quite some time. The reason I wrote this letter is, to convey my feeling to you before I die. Yes I will be dying sooner or later because I have cancer and it is in the final stage. The doctor said I only have a month to live. I don’t want to regret anything so please at least read this letter before you decide to throw it.

          Roxanne the first time I saw you was in the park near our university. It was my first day coming to our university. You were the first person I saw. You were crying under the sakura tree, do you remember that? I was the person who gave you the handkerchief to wipe your tears. At that moment you told me that your favorite keychain was missing. We looked for that keychain for hours and finally we found it, remember. You gave me that keychain after that and said thank you. I was confused at that time. You said you love the keychain but after we found it you gave it to me. Then you said, “Actually I want to throw that keychain away, but before I could do it I lost it. It was a gift from my ex-boyfriend he gave it to me. Today I just broke up with my boyfriend, so I was a little bit furious so I decided to throw it but once I lost it I missed it so much. I guess I still love him. I don’t blame him for falling in love with some other woman because I treated him like crap. Sorry for telling you all these. Please take the keychain it is the only thing I could give you since you took the trouble to help me look for it.” After that, you ran in tears.  At that moment in time, I fell in love with you.

              I look for you all over the campus but I didn’t found you. Then I got the news that you tried to kill yourself. I was so devastated upon hearing that. Luckily you didn’t die, or else I wouldn’t be able to write this letter. I really thank god for not taking your life. Then you came back to campus looking all gloomy. You were a different person. I almost didn’t recognize you. You use to look more cheerful, you were full of life. You must be thinking that I am a stalker right. But what can you do, if you fall in love with somebody you want to get to know them better. I always look at you from the shadows as I was afraid to greet you. I know every detail of your life. I did a lot of investigating during those days. I was a little bit childish. But right now I just wish that I had greeted you back then. We could have become friend or maybe something more.

       Roxanne I really love you from the bottom of my heart. I wish you all the happiness in the world. When you’re happy I am also happy. I am sorry for what I have done. I know it is wrong to investigate you so deeply but it is all for the name of love. I hope to see you smile again and be cheerful like you were before that person destroys you. I really wish that I could be the one to cheer you up again and wipe away all of your tears. I hope we can see again next time when we are reincarnated again. At that time, I will confess to you again and we will become lovers. I know I am the person to make you happy. I will never ever make you cry because I really think that we are soul mate and we are made for each other. You and I are similar. Forgive me for going first. I wish for you to find someone who is better than me. Please be happy and enjoy life. Forget about him and move on. There is someone better than him waiting for you somewhere in this cruel world. I know we do not know each other well but pleased don’t forget about me. Because you are the first and only love I ever had. When you received this letter, pleased don’t look for me as I already died. Please keep this letter and the blue violet that I included it with. This is my only wish. I love you Roxanne for now and forever. My love for you is eternal.

Sincerely,