GETTING SPM RESULTS

               Dupdap…..dupdap…., my heart is pumping like crazy. I felt like my heart was going to burst any moment. It was like hell for me as I was too nervous to find out what my result is. It was nerve breaking for me and my mom. Both of us were shaking like leaves, especially me personally. It was the biggest moment in my life. The SPM result was the key for my future ahead. Everybody was scared I can’t deny it, because all my friends were behaving exactly like me. I wish we could get this over with quickly. Everybody was avoiding each other, I was really glad that I could see my old friends back. Since I entered UTP I never got the chance to see my friends anymore as everybody was busy with their own work. Life sucks when you grow up; when I was still in school I got to hang out with my friend every day. I loved every second of it, being naughty and not caring what the people think. When you were a teenager, adults don’t mind if you do a lot of mistake but when you are in university everybody see the little mistake that you do as a major mistake. I really hate it.

              When I first arrived at school, I saw a lot of things had changed especially the front gate. My arrival was greeted by my fellow best friend; they were excited that I came that day as we had not seen each other for a long time. We chat a little bit; suddenly I was greeted by my history teacher. The first thing that came out of my teacher’s mouth was congratulations. I was stunned when he said that, I asked him why he said that, he just smiled at me and went on his way. After a while we were called our Malay Language teacher to enter the hall.  There was a little ceremony before received our SPM result. Our principle gave her speech and announced the people who got straight A’s. She called one by one; I was really hoping that my name was included in that list. When my name was called both me and my mom jump from our seats and hung each other. It was the happiest moment of my life. My picture was displayed for the whole world to see. It was really awesome and I was really grateful to God for giving me such good result.

                 While I was happily celebrating my success I still saw some of friends crying because they didn’t get the result that they want. Their faces were red and full of tears. It was really a sad scene. Some of my friend tried to comfort them but it backfired. After that they just left like that without saying goodbye. A lot of my friends just disappear without a trace. It sucks because I will never get the chance to see their faces again; it was really hard for me as I already entered the university. But I’m still glad that my dearest friends still stay with me until the end even though they didn’t get good results. I was touch by them. Next I went to see my teachers to say thank you. But sadly I didn’t get the chance to see the man who changes my life, which was my chemistry teacher as he was in Taiwan competing in an Innovation Competition. It was really saddening but what you can do it was fate. Suddenly I received a call from someone; it was my chemistry teacher calling from Taiwan. He asked me what my result was. I told him that I got straight A’s; he was really excited for me. I was really touched by him; I never thought that he would personally call me. I’m glad that he did. After that I and my mom went home. My mom surprised me with secret recipe a long our way home. She said that she knew that I will be getting all A’s. I was shocked and surprised. All I could do was say thanks to my mom. It was the happiest moment in my life. With my result I can know move forward. I thanked God and everybody who has been helping me from the beginning. 

love letter

Sayuki ryonusuke,

Suny boulevard street,

15400 Ohio,

United State of America.

Dearest Roxanne,

          I hope you are doing well. I heard that you got accepted into Harvard. What a nice place to continue your study. I know that you love studying especially law. You must be thinking whether you know me or not. Actually I am your secret admire. I have been in love with you for quite some time. The reason I wrote this letter is, to convey my feeling to you before I die. Yes I will be dying sooner or later because I have cancer and it is in the final stage. The doctor said I only have a month to live. I don’t want to regret anything so please at least read this letter before you decide to throw it.

          Roxanne the first time I saw you was in the park near our university. It was my first day coming to our university. You were the first person I saw. You were crying under the sakura tree, do you remember that? I was the person who gave you the handkerchief to wipe your tears. At that moment you told me that your favorite keychain was missing. We looked for that keychain for hours and finally we found it, remember. You gave me that keychain after that and said thank you. I was confused at that time. You said you love the keychain but after we found it you gave it to me. Then you said, “Actually I want to throw that keychain away, but before I could do it I lost it. It was a gift from my ex-boyfriend he gave it to me. Today I just broke up with my boyfriend, so I was a little bit furious so I decided to throw it but once I lost it I missed it so much. I guess I still love him. I don’t blame him for falling in love with some other woman because I treated him like crap. Sorry for telling you all these. Please take the keychain it is the only thing I could give you since you took the trouble to help me look for it.” After that, you ran in tears.  At that moment in time, I fell in love with you.

              I look for you all over the campus but I didn’t found you. Then I got the news that you tried to kill yourself. I was so devastated upon hearing that. Luckily you didn’t die, or else I wouldn’t be able to write this letter. I really thank god for not taking your life. Then you came back to campus looking all gloomy. You were a different person. I almost didn’t recognize you. You use to look more cheerful, you were full of life. You must be thinking that I am a stalker right. But what can you do, if you fall in love with somebody you want to get to know them better. I always look at you from the shadows as I was afraid to greet you. I know every detail of your life. I did a lot of investigating during those days. I was a little bit childish. But right now I just wish that I had greeted you back then. We could have become friend or maybe something more.

       Roxanne I really love you from the bottom of my heart. I wish you all the happiness in the world. When you’re happy I am also happy. I am sorry for what I have done. I know it is wrong to investigate you so deeply but it is all for the name of love. I hope to see you smile again and be cheerful like you were before that person destroys you. I really wish that I could be the one to cheer you up again and wipe away all of your tears. I hope we can see again next time when we are reincarnated again. At that time, I will confess to you again and we will become lovers. I know I am the person to make you happy. I will never ever make you cry because I really think that we are soul mate and we are made for each other. You and I are similar. Forgive me for going first. I wish for you to find someone who is better than me. Please be happy and enjoy life. Forget about him and move on. There is someone better than him waiting for you somewhere in this cruel world. I know we do not know each other well but pleased don’t forget about me. Because you are the first and only love I ever had. When you received this letter, pleased don’t look for me as I already died. Please keep this letter and the blue violet that I included it with. This is my only wish. I love you Roxanne for now and forever. My love for you is eternal.

Sincerely,

save the earth

SAVE THE EARTH, SAVE HUMAN KIND

     Does earth still exist in the year 2020? Does civilization destroy the earth? Was it my fault? Or is it our fault? Do you know the answer?

    The answer is easy, earth will not be there if people still continue to harm the earth environment. It is my fault and it is also our fault. Earth will not wait for us. The rate of earth decaying is increasing by the minute. According to scientist in the USA the earth will be completely destroyed by the year 2020. According to them, by that time people need to find a new place to live. One of the planets that we can live is the Mars. Do you want to live there? If you ask me that question, the answer that I will give is no. Recent research shows that Mars is not an ideal place for human being to live because Mars only have red stone and zero oxygen.

     In order to keep living on earth, we must take action against these matters. We need to save the earth before we save ourselves. What are the steps in saving the earth? It’s simple, just reduced our carbon print. Ways to reduce carbon prints are, recycling. When we recycle we reduce the amount of trash on earth. It is a great way to save our earth. Other side benefit are, we can save our economy and control the amount of money we consumed.

      Other ways to save the earth are, reduce the usage of automobile and factory usage. These types of activities consumed a lot of petroleum. The uncontrollable usage of petrol released a lot of carbon monoxide, carbon dioxide, sulfur dioxide, nitrogen monoxide, nitrogen trioxide and nitrogen dioxide. All of these gases are harmful to the environment and to people. If the uncontrollable production of these gases are not stop or reduced, the green house effect and the thinning of ozone layer will keep on happening. By 2020 all of the ozone layer will disappear and earth will be vulnerable to the dangerous ray that the sun is emitting.

      If we don’t stop these kinds of activities, earth will not survive. I still want to live in this beautiful earth.  The question is do you still want to live here or move to Mars where nothing exist except for alien. If you still have the urge to stay here, you should take steps to save the earth. Save the earth, save human kind.